12 June 2011, Kinda sad right now.

Oh hey guys.
I just realised that my blog doesn't put the date I post a post.
Stupid blogskin -.-..
Anyway I'll do it myself manually next time.
Right, well today I feel like a ball...
Well yeah if you were me you would feel the same too.
Being kicked around.
Like nobody wants me.
My father left to Cambodia..
My mother left to India with my brother..
And its me and me in Singapore to accompany me.
Sigh..
Apparently as most of you don't know,
I'm staying with my grandmother right now.
And my aunt,(She's really old like 50 now)
Is really bitchy.
She bitched to my father through Skype,
you know what she bitched to him?
She said that I was uncontrolable.
Can you believe that?
I just did my own business from like 7-12.
Go out from 12-6~7
Then come back home at 7 and eat dinner.
Then I just played PSP from 7- whatever time I want
or read if I get bored of my PSP.
She calls that uncontrolable.
Yeah, you're just really really starting to piss me off.
Other than that, I love my grandmother :D.
I wished she could read this post..
But she doesn't know English so that's kinda sad.
Anyway, since I'm so "uncontrolable",
Sleeping at 11, playing my PSP, reading, going out,
my father decided to kick me out of my grandmother's house.
I mean my grandmother doesn't even nag at me.
Well except for when I sleep too late.
But other than that yeah, when she asks me to go study
and not play my PSP, I'll go read some books.
When she asks me to go to sleep early and I'll sleep at 11 or something.
I don't know what's so uncontrolable about me.
So yeah, I have to go to my other grandmother's house now,
My mother's grandmother's house(I know its confusing).
Currently I'm at my father's grandmother's house.
Well.. I don't like this cause,

I feel like a ball.
Getting kicked around from place to place.
What do you take me for? A retard?
I know what you're thinking.
Stupid ass aunt.
You wouldn't know what I would scold you if I could.
But I hold myself back.

And to that special person I'm waiting for..
Yay its finally 12th of June !
Why arn't you back yet? D:
I'm waiting..
Call me as soon as you see this post :D.
Or maybe you'll check facebook first or something =P.
I did post that on your wall too.
I was hoping you din't forget me.. Like the world tend to do..
So hurry back to me, I miss you already. :D
Haish.. Oh well nothing much to post about it already.
Well guess I'll be off. :D

Khenni

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Sawarak trip :D

Sorry I haven't been able to post =P.
I was in Sawarak.
It was a school trip and I was FORCED to go okay. D<
Okay enough of the whining =P.
I din't regret going there though it was damn fun.
First of all I will pick out specific things that happen o;.
(Too many to name out all, hope you guys understand)

I went KAYAKINGG!
Yay ! :D
It was really really fun.
I get to kayak.
Actually I was grouped with someone called.
Geraldine,
A.K.A Geraldmon =P.
She's really really bitchy, but moving on.
Yeah I was paired with her and I'm like.
"Oh damn, I'm dead T__T."
Yeah and we went up the kayak and guess what she did?
Or what she didn't do.
She didn't paddle at ALL.
I was doing all the work -.-.
And I'm not putting her down right now but.
She's reallly realllly heavy.
You expect me to carry you?
God, I'll die before I reach the destination.
Anyway she was going way off and it was so hard to paddle the thing with her.
I wanted to do something violent and unexplainable here
in this blog cause its too violent.
Anyway, like half way there when I'm half dead,
The instructor came a save me ! :D
Yay instructor.
He changed kayaks with me.
He had a single kayak and I get to row myself !
xD.
I'm so luckkyy.
The instructor was nice and saw me struggling with Geraldmon.
So he offered to change kayaks which I gladly obliged.
And we changed kayaks :D
He saved me from permanent muscle damage =P.
Yeah I know I exaggerated abit there but I said she was heavy right?
Anyways after I changed kayaks,
I choing all the way to the checkpoint !
But I couldn't catch up with the rest D:.
And we ate lunch at the checkpoint :D.
I gave a stray dog my drumstick chicken.
I felt so kind =P.
After lunch we kayaked again.
I got the single kayak again !
=P.
Okay we kayaked to a small beach at the river.
Well its not really a beach but it was a slip-off slope.
Geography FTW.
My friends and I tau poked each other there =P.
Teehee.
BUT.
I lost my specs in the middle of the tau pok T__T.
Then I was partially blind for the rest of my trip cause I couldn't find my specs.
That sucked super badly.
Then we kayaked back and changed our clothings.
Then we went back to the hotel =P.
I wanted to sleep but watched TV instead
BLEHHH XD.

Okay I'll just name this one thing I did.
I might name more later when I have the time. =P.

And to the special person in my life..
I miss you
Faster come back from your trip to China ! :D
I'll wait for you no matter how long I have to wait.
In this case.. 5 more days =P.

Oh well.
I'd wait 5 months if I had to =P.

Imma go now, I don't have much time left xD.
KTHNXBAIII ~

Khenni

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Fuck my life.

This sucks.
Everything does.
I can't believe that my parents leave me there in Singapore to die,
and suffer from these two bitches taking care of me.
I'm like when they were asked to take care of me
"Okay maybe it would be for the best".
Now I'm like.
"Fuck you, you ruin my life."
Why do you even care doing stuff for me,
Yeah you do so you can make examples and scold me more right?

Does my suffering make you happy?

To me, hell yes you like to make me suffer.

You take away my laptop charger,

You expect me to sleep at 10PM.

You even expect me to study 24/7.

Like fuck you?
Bitch stop barking.
I hate you.
I said that in the last post.

Haish I know I told my readers in the last post that I hate those two bitches.
But those two bitches are just beyond imagination.
You took away my laptop charger.
What do you expect me to do when I have nothing else to do at home huh?
Fuck myself?
Well I'm telling you to fuck YOURSELF.

And there's another matter.
My own fucking parents don't even hear my plea for help.
I asked my mother to move me out of that fucking nightmarish place.
But she says I must be a good boy and listen to them.
Like I don't want to listen to them anymore.
They make me miserable.
I hope they just die in some accident or something.

My own father even ENCOURAGED them to bully me more.
Like fuck?
I know my story is kind of impossible...
But its all true..
I wished too, that it was all a dream and a nightmare.
But no.

The nightmare just begun.

I barely pass through a month..

Not likely that I would pass through two fucking years.

God please help me..

All those stuff..

I can't take it anymore..

I sometimes feel like I'm a fucking suay person.

Parents divorce when I'm 8 or 9 years old..

Then I live with my father..

My father doesn't give a fuck about me anymore.

He says he loses hope in me. I'll show him that I WILL become someone.

I won't mention that he helped me in anything.
But I will mention those people that help me..
Teachers, friends and those people who encourage me.
I love you all,

Then there's this special person that I love so much..
I wish you would spend more time with me,
I yearn for you every night.
But I can't contact you cause you're busy with something else..
I don't know what you're busy with and I don't wanna be a busybody..
But I can't take it anymore..
I need you..
I miss you..
I want you..

Haish..
Anyway.. I hope you all get my misery..
I want someone to comfort me but I have no one to talk to..
Maybe I'm talking to the wall right now.
That just proves that no one cares..

Haish..

I'll just end this post.

Khenni ~

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Today sucked, and rocked.

Bitchy,
Fucking irritating,
and an asshole.

Those are the words I would represent fucker who scolded me in the morning.
I'm like so innocent? Please. You want to make a stupid request of me going to be at 10 PM AT NIGHT.
How fucking stupid can you get? And worse, off the com by 9PM.
well,
FUCK YOU.

You can go to hell. Fucking guardian. First of all I DID NOT ask for a guardian.
Then you go all out into a fucking lecture about me spending too much time on the computer.

LIKE Fuck?
Hell no. 2 hours is a lot of time? BULL SHIT.
You can go fuck yourself please it would make everyone else's lives easier if you just died :D.
YOU MAKE YOUR CHILDREN STUDY 24/7
Sure they get rests, but they don't get play time do they? You make them into machines.
Study machines.
Like what the fuck?
You want them to have lives in the future or not?
Or do you just want to fucking waste their childhood on studies?

I don't care about you anymore. Your words go into my right ear and out my left ear. You say I lie without a change in my facial expression. That's cause I FUCKING HATE YOU. Get it now bitch? GTFO my life. I hate you.
I hate you
I hate you.

GET IT? ^^

Well at least after that sucky morning I met some nice people.
I was like yay I'm going to Ngee Ann Poly now! I don't need to see her face! :D So happy.
Then it gets better.
Cause today was the day I get to eat in the dark.
I know huh? So scary.
So yeah.
We went to the lobby of the place that we were going to eat.
I hope it was called a lobby, if not I fail in english :D.
Anyway, we went there then we were grouped into 4 groups with another school o;.
Well I WAS FORCED to join the group from another school called, Dunearn Sec.
Well I got forced cause some assholes in my class took all the yellow and orange tags D:.
And I had to take the blue tag which was the Dunearn Sec school's tag.
BUT NOW
I'm so glad I took the Blue tag !
I made some new friends :D
- Yay so happy I danced for 3 minutes before continuing the post -
So yeah.
They were so nice to me. =P.
I wished they were in my class..
Not like those assholes which like to disturb me. -.-
That lifted my mood to like sky high 9 ~ :D
So thank you Dunearn sec for helping me lift my mood ^^ made my day better. (Y).
Well after the eating in the dark thingy, which was okay I guess.
By the way I had:
I had mushroom soup for the appitizer.(Dunno how spell D:)
Then I had the spegehetti(Don't know how spell again D:) for main course. o:
Then desert was some chocolate thingy which I had no idea what was it.
THE SPEGEHETTI AND APPITIZER WERE SUPER NICE :D So was the chocolate thingy but.. I liked the appitizer and main course better.

The rest of the day was normal I guess. o;
We went back to the room where we had class.
Then did the workshop which was super easy.
Then played Bleach VS One piece(DOTA map) on the computer.
LOL what do you expect me to do?
I had nothing to do =P.

Okay I think I'm bitching too much
so.. KTHANXBAIII FOR READING MY POST :D

Khennnii ~~~~~

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First POST !

OH HAIII THIS IS MY FIRST POST KAYY THXXX BAIII














 JUST KIDDING :D I'm so bored I decided to start this blog.
I'll update it when I get bored or something
Maybe everyday if I get addicted to blogging
I don't know random stuff happens to me
=P. So... KAYTHNXBAII.